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Name: Ryan
Country: Sweden
Metro: Stockholm
Birthday: 5/9/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: God, Scripture, My family, My wonderful Girlfriend, Friends all over the place, Sweden.
um, working, sitting around doing nothing, wasting time, i'm a senior high leader at Westbrook, I eat a lot of stuff too, I sin quite frequently and make mistakes. Sleep. trying to figure out the next step.
Currently Pondering: God's sovereignty, the question why, the sounds my car makes, marriage, love, desire, the human will, and my lack of motivation.
I am currently working in Sweden. its sweet, I really like it actually. I spent the past two summers in the northern woods of Michigan, counseling at Camp Barakel. I was in Sweden 9 months for bible school last year and now I am back since January.
I make a lot of mistakes, and learn from most of them. I am kind of a jerk, and I am pretty self centered, big ego. I don't say that out of false humility, humility is outward. I say it out of honesty, or perhaps as warning if you don't know me or associate with me. yeah. so, thats
Expertise: TIP: Don't ever snort the beef flavoring from ramen noodles. (for any money less than 20 dollars, I did it for 5). Just say no Kids.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  shutteringfocus
Member Since:
9/3/2004
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| started up a new blog that will be regularly updated.
http://motivationalmoonshine.tumblr.com/
Same old weirdness. Just decided that I should be writing again.
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| seems I haven't been on here in a while. Life has changed a lot. thats for sure.
I got Married. It's nice.
I work a lot. My job is boring.
I had an emergency appendectomy last week. Strangely enough, I think I actually enjoyed it a bit. It was incredibly painful and left me at home the whole week, but.... it was out of the ordinary. It was something different, which was oddly nice in a way. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a masochist (at least not most of the time). My appendix was on the verge of rupturing, they caught it right before that happened. So thats good.
maybe i'll start writing on here again. even though no one will really read it.
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| well. I don't know how to feel right now. I feel like running away in one sense. In another I feel angry. A whole other part of me wants to trust Him and where he is taking my life right now.
So much has happened in the last month and a half. I got engaged for starters. Which is incredibly exciting and I can't wait to marry the girl of my dreams.
I also got into a car accident and lost my car. and, as of today, I am unemployed. My company went under and left me jobless. I am not sure what step to take right now. Feels like a flood right now.
Apparently a watched pot does boil. After being released from my company I came home and decided to make some pasta because I hadn't eaten lunch. I watched the pot and pondered why this had happened. It eventually came to a boil. Perhaps tomorrow maybe I will as well. For now, its stirring around in my head. I really liked my job. It provided me with a challenge and allowed me to utilize my various skills in creative ways. It was also an amazing learning opportunity. It also gave me a bit of confidence financially as I moved ahead toward the decision of marriage. Good thing that Marriage and Life aren't all about money....then I would be in trouble.
Once again. That verse in Genesis 22 sticks to me. "....on the mountain of the Lord, it will be provided."
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| well.... this was hilariously funny...for about 15 minutes..
I have never seen so many seagulls in my life....there probably about 30 nests filled with eggs. I was invading there home so they kept trying to dive bomb my head and poop on me during the inspection. I reallly hate seagulls.....
but hey....the view was pretty cool...
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